Anything Ever's debut Sleepless Nights is a project that has spanned the group's entire lifespan, with tracks like "I Still Remember" and "No Surprise" originating from the earliest collaborative songwriting of Max Barnard and Nick Devoe in 2019. The title track and long-time favorites such as "In My Dreams", "Jangle", and "Shooting Stars" would be some of the first the group would fully develop with drummer James Crugnale, all being played live by the ensemble from their earliest shows. Hard rockers "Meanwhile" and "So Far Away" were others that were fleshed out prior to their live debut. "Narcissus" and "Sunlight" were shown the light of day once bassist Dylan Taganas joined the band, with introspective and melancholy lyricism to match their contemplative pace, with the acoustic ballad "All That You Wanted" soon to follow. "Turn Back Time" was long at risk of being dropped entirely from the album, but after some last minute revisions found itself once again in the good graces of the band and released as a single.
The recording process was lengthy and chaotic, spanning from June 2024 to March 2025. Recorded at The Mighty Toad Recording Studio in Brooklyn, sessions saw extreme temperatures in both directions and a plentitude of conflict and stress. With persistence and assistance from Eric Crugnale, the same man who years prior connected his nephew James to the others, the band was eventually able to wrap up their ambitious project and return their focus to writing, rehearsing, and performing their constantly expanding catalog, now accompanied by keyboardist Cole Fortier.
For forty days and forty nights I stood right by your side
‘Cause you knew how to make me feel alright
We’d lie awake watching the passing cars
And you’d tell me you loved me lying in my arms
Give me one more reason why
So I can fall asleep tonight
Staying up all night just lying in my bed
Can’t stop staring at the ceiling with you stuck inside my head
I’ve fallen from your pedestal and just can’t make the climb
I keep on getting higher to clear you from my mind
Give me one more reason why
Or I won’t fall asleep tonight
Damn your words they break my heart
Can’t stand the nights when we’re apart
You poison me with your love
I’m never free, can’t get enough
Give me one more reason why
Or I’m leaving you behind
Look ahead of you
Do you see you and me together
Looking forward to
Being alone with you, you’re all I want to do
The time goes by I think of your face
And I just feel like I’m locked away
There’s nothing I wouldn’t do to be with you
The sun goes down I think of your touch
But thinking of you just isn’t enough
I need to feel your kiss just one more time
You’re in my dreams baby
And so it seems maybe
No I can’t live without you
You’re in my dreams baby
And so it seems maybe
No I can’t live without you
You’re in my dreams baby
And so it seems maybe
No I can’t live without you
I can’t live without you
Waiting by your window, I’m looking for you there
All I see is my reflection in the cold November air
I thought that you’d be waiting, I thought that things had changed
But we’ve grown distant, barely anything remains
In my photographs of yesterday, you’re nowhere to be found
And when the sun comes out tomorrow, no you won’t be around
On the pages of your diary, you ripped my pictures out
When I’m standing underneath the lights, I’ll see you in the crowd
Stay with me now, come and lie beside me for the sunrise
The sunrise
We’re wasting away, counting down the seconds in the sunlight
The sunlight
They’re racing somehow
I try to keep you as a memory, but it’s different when you’re near
I feel your presence always, how I wish you’d disappear
It’s been another year of silence, and nothing’s still the same
By the first snow of the winter I couldn’t say your name
Stay with me now, come and lie beside me for the sunrise
The sunrise
We’re wasting away, counting down the seconds in the sunlight
The sunlight
They’re racing somehow
Stay with me now, come and lie beside me for the sunrise
The sunrise
We’re wasting away, counting down the seconds in the sunlight
The sunlight
They’re racing somehow
Now I’m climbing up the stairs to the roof we used to lay
Another faded sunset, our tears have stolen youth away
Watching as the crows fly into the depth of night
I wish you were still with me but I know that you were right
Waste away the night, now I’m sleeping through the light
Trying to read between the lines of all your lies
Drinking after dark, stoned in Central Park
Looking for your face in girls that pass me by
If I could turn back time
Would you still be mine
I’m trying to tell you not to walk away
So stay with me
Follow me away
I know it’s not the same and it’ll never be
The rest of us is history
I know you wanted more
But you’re walking out the door and getting in your car
You drive away with my guitar
If I could turn back time
Would you still be mine
I’m trying to tell you not to walk away
So stay with me
If I could turn back time
Would you still be mine
If I could turn back time
Would you still be mine
I know that you tell me that everything’s alright
I hate that you’re leaving but you say it’ll all be fine
I’m trying to tell you not to walk away
So stay with me
The sun sets on the living
Broken promises forgiven
The lights are fading in her eyes
The fire has dwindled to embers
Her face I can’t remember
The river I once knew is running dry
For all the time I stood and stared at the mirror
Didn’t see the time that was passing me by
With every page that I burn yet another will turn
As I’m carried away to the sky
Leaves are turning golden brown
They fall to the earth and die without a sound
Like unsaid secrets taken to the grave
Snowfall fills the hollow
Silent sorrow too bitter to swallow
Reaching out for what I wouldn’t save
For all the time I stood and stared at the mirror
Didn’t see the time that was passing me by
With all the days of my past lost in fragments of glass
As I’m carried away to the sky
As I’m carried away to the sky
For all the time I stood and stared at the mirror
Didn’t see the time that was passing me by
All will be lost turned to ashes and dust
As I’m carried away to the sky
The sun sets on the living
Broken promises forgiven
The lights are fading in her eyes
Lights are shining as I’m walking down the city streets
I’m always dreaming about the girl I’d like to meet
Straight brown hair and a pretty face
Smart but her head’s all over the place
Where, oh where will I find another like you
I know that you were right for me but I was wrong for you
Your eyes helped me see through the lies that I held on to
I should have known that you weren’t alright
From the way you kissed me on the very last night
Baby, baby why couldn’t our love be true
Tell me baby are you even real
Is this love or is it just a dream
Tell me what you’re thinking
Or I’ll just keep on drinking the night away
Lights are fading as I keep waiting for you to come back home
I’m chasing the ghost of you through all the streets we used to roam
On the corner of Hawthorne and Juniper Road
I fell in love with a girl I still don’t know
And I don’t think I’ll ever get over you
Tell me baby are you even real
Is this love or is it just a dream
Tell me what you’re thinking
Or I’ll just keep on drinking the night away
And it kills me now to think about the words you never said
But I just don’t want to live without your love
Tell me baby are you even real
Is this love or is it just a dream
Tell me what you’re thinking
Or I’ll just keep on drinking the night away
Waiting for the lights and fame but nothing’s happened yet
Every day’s a memory that I can’t seem to forget
Thought that we were shooting stars that were falling from the sky
Thought that we would go so far but I just can’t remember why
Why don’t you run away with me
My memory’s hazy and I just don’t feel alive any more
No more
Why don’t you run away with me
‘Cause everyone’s crazy and I just can’t seem to smile anymore
Open the door
‘Cause I’ve already forgotten what the hell that I’ve been living for
Waiting on a miracle to get me out of this place
Maybe we could get somewhere if I don’t let my dreams escape
Like a moth drawn to a fire I’m still seeking my desire
Now I’m drunk on the sidewalk writing stupid words
To a song no one will ever know
Why don’t you run away with me
My memory’s hazy and I just don’t feel alive any more
No more
Why don’t you run away with me
‘Cause everyone’s crazy and I just can’t seem to smile anymore
Open the door
‘Cause I’ve already forgotten what the hell that I’ve been living for
Thought that we were shooting stars that were falling from the sky
Thought that we would go so far but I just can’t remember why
Why don’t you run away with me
My memory’s hazy and I just don’t feel alive any more
No more
Why don’t you run away with me
‘Cause everyone’s crazy and I just can’t seem to smile anymore
Open the door
‘Cause I’ve already forgotten what the hell that I’ve been living for
Singing softly from under the stars
Laughing and wondering just how far that I could go
Before you know how wrong you are
I have never been who I appear to be
Hiding from myself I act convincingly enough to show
The man you love without the rest of me
So I close my eyes and I tell you lies and you’re listening
It’s no surprise
You’ll never know the truth until there’s nothing left of me
Tossing and turning I dream of a day
Where I don’t wake up wishing I died in my sleep
And I’d forget my memories, cause I’d change everything
To be who you think I should be
Yeah it’s all that you wanted from me
Waiting for the night to take me from myself
This world that I’ve created it feels like hell but it’s my fault
Give me the blame, I’ll take it all
When the ghosts of me find out about you
It’ll take you half a second to tell me we’re through
It won’t be enough for me to change, don’t break my fall
So I close my eyes and I tell you lies and you’re listening
It’s no surprise
You’ll never know the truth until there’s nothing left of me
Tossing and turning I dream of a day
Where I don’t wake up wishing I died in my sleep
And I’d forget my memories, cause I’d change everything
To be who you think I should be
Yeah it’s all that you wanted from me
I still remember how the summer leaves were falling down
I still remember how we left our sorrows buried in the ground
But then came September and our memories were left unfound
I won’t forget that place, ‘cause I can’t forget your face
Why did you let me down, why didn’t you care
My life was so beautiful and now it’s just bare
Oh whatever happened between you and me
Why can’t we just go back to how we used to be
I still remember how the gentle breeze ran through your hair
Swear to god years later I could recognize that smile anywhere
And I’ll wait forever for you to come lie with me here
I know this day will come and I know it won’t be long
Why did you let me down, why didn’t you care
My life was so beautiful and now it’s just bare
Oh whatever happened between you and me
Why can’t we just go back to how we used to be
Why did you let me down, oh why didn’t you care
My life was so beautiful, oh but now it’s just bare
Whatever happened between you and me
Why can’t we just go back to how we used to be
You’re just so far away no matter what I do
If only I had stayed I would still be here with you
And you could hold me in the dark, I would let you hold my hand
If you opened up your heart, I would try to understand
I’ll never feel the same way that I did with you
Holding on so tight at the brink of the sunrise
I looked into your eyes and knew
That we were running out of time tonight
Laying on the sand under the starlight pretending we’re alright
I’m alright
If I say I’m thinking of you
Would you feel the same way I did yesterday?
If I say I still love you?
You’re just so far away no matter what I do
If only I had stayed I would still be here with you
And you could hold me in the dark, I would let you hold my hand
If you opened up your heart, I would try to understand
I never meant to fall in love so fast
Summer vacation it was all recreation but I wanted it to last
An angel fallen from above she stole my heart and all my love
Here I stand and call your name, would you do the same?
If I say I’m thinking of you
Would you feel the same way I did yesterday?
If I say I still love you?
You’re just so far away no matter what I do
If only I had stayed I would still be here with you
And you could hold me in the dark, I would let you hold my hand
If you opened up your heart, I would try to understand
If I could stay I’d be with you now
You’d love me again, I’d still wonder how
How could you and I just leave this all behind
When you’re always on my mind
If I say I’m thinking of you
Would you feel the same way I did yesterday?
If I say I still love you?
You’re just so far away no matter what I do
If only I had stayed I would still be here with you
And you could hold me in the dark, I would let you hold my hand
If you opened up your heart, I would try to understand
I was a fool to fall in love with you
From the first time that I saw your smile
My heart stopped beating for a while
I was a fool to think you’d love me too
I’m falling into your arms
And I know you’d rather be with anyone besides me
I’m falling into your arms
And I didn’t mean to close my eyes and never wonder why
Hours feel like minutes when I’m picturing your face
Time stands still and I would too
To spend a lifetime here with you
You’re the only memory I never would erase
I’m falling into your arms
And I know you’d rather be with anyone besides me
I’m falling into your arms
And I didn’t mean to close my eyes and never wonder why
If distance makes the heart forget
Well mine still hasn’t lost you yet
‘Cause nothing in my life compares to you
I’m not ready to leave behind
The only girl that’s on my mind
You know that I could make your dreams come true
I’m falling into your arms
And I know you’d rather be with anyone besides me
I’m falling into your arms
And I didn’t mean to close my eyes and never wonder why
It’s no surprise to me ‘cause you feel so different lately
And the nights we spend together are fade, fade, fading away
Wasting away my time with you
I remember how those nights would never end
They would never end, oh no
Lately times with you they feel more lonely than they used to
Times have changed for me
It’s not how it used to be
But I don’t want to ever have to let you go
It’s no surprise to me ‘cause you feel so different lately
And the nights we spend together are fade, fade, fading away
As I think about the past I realize that we won’t last much longer
Last much longer
And all our love from yesterday, I can feel it fade away
I thought we would last forever but we’re not meant to be together
But I don’t want to ever have to let you go
It’s no surprise to me ‘cause you feel so different lately
And the nights we spend together are fade, fade, fading away
I know that it’s time to move on
No matter what you say or do
I said I know that it's time to move on
It’s no surprise to me ‘cause you feel so different lately
And the nights we spend together are fade, fade, fading away
It’s no surprise to me ‘cause you feel so different lately
And the nights we spend together are fade, fade, fading away
Max Barnard – violin (all except 3, 12), acoustic guitar (3), piano (8), organ (12), lead and backing vocals
Nick Devoe – electric guitar (all except 5, 8), piano (2–5, 7–9), organ (1, 2, 6, 9–11), acoustic guitar (4, 5, 8–11), 12-string guitar (2, 5–7), clavinet (4, 10), classical guitar (4, 8), mandolin (2), electric piano (3), minimoog (12), backing vocals (1, 4, 6, 10–12)
James Crugnale – drums (all except 8), bongos (9), tambourine (2), backing vocals (2, 4, 6, 12)
Dylan Taganas – bass guitar (all except 8), electric guitar (9), backing vocals (4, 11, 12)
All music and lyrics written by Nick Devoe and Max Barnard
Recorded by Craig Dreyer at Mighty Toad Recording Studio
Produced by Eric Crugnale
Total Duration: 47:28